Happy Halloween!!!

Today is Halloween one of my favorites if not my fav day of the year!! Yay! I don't have any big plans might be going to a movie or something haven't decided yet. I did get a really great costume I am excited to wear but I think that will wait until tomorrow when I go out with Olyea and Jeffy! Happy Halloween everyone! Have a great and spooky day!!!

Hooray!!!

YAY!!! YAY for me!! I have finally rejoined the ranks of the working class! No not temp not crazy Indians not a stupid jewelery store but a real live job that will easily turn into a real live career!

I could throw up I am so excited!! I officially start tomorrow, would have started today but they didn't have a desk or anything ready for me. They are in the process of setting up a new office. It is right downtown which is so nice because I live downtown now and it is maybe a 3 minute drive I could scoot or walk if I felt like being that ambitious... (probably not haha)

I don't know what my title will be I will write another blog to let everyone know once I know. I could do cartwheels this is so great!! I have also in my kind of unemployed-ness found a lot of really cool bands online. I have had too much time to just sit and email myself adds from craigslist and listen to new music... I love the Semi Precious Weapons... "I can't pay my rent but I am fucking gorgeous!" LOVE IT!! They also have this really great jewelry line, of like a broken heart and axe necklace called the "borden heart" I totally love the story of Lizzy Borden, "Lizzy Borden had an axe she gave her mother 40 whacks, when her father saw what she had done she gave him 41" really great old movie... I need to see if I can find that on net flix. I also have loved the sillines of Jeffry Star... as pictured above he is a crazy loon but hilarious! Well I better go, I am on my scoot today, my Internet won't work so I had to make a trip to the tea grotto

I wanna!

I have decided that I want to learn how to play an instrument. I have always wanted to but I have never put any real effort into finding a class or someone who can teach me. I want to learn how to play the guitar or the piano. I love piano, but I don't have one and they are very cumbersome. So maybe the guitar, not just rock band or guitar hero style like a real life guitar.
I can't sing, (unless you ask Rita) but I still do I am always making up songs and singing along to whatever is on and I really want to be able to put a tune to my little ditty's.
I need to find a man (or woman) about a guitar... and lessons.... hopefully free! haha!!
I also have an interest in the drums, but they again are cumbersome and much more difficult to practice given that I don't have a garage, a band and I do have both arms (ouch bad joke, I shouldn't poke fun at a one armed drummer) I was in love with a boy in high school who was a drummer and I am pretty sure he still is and I love it, I have taken a liking to the drum kit on rock band but I don't really have a whole lot of rhythm so I don't think I could really do it. That foot thing really messes with my mind!!
When we were younger my sister got piano lessons and the other one got violin lessons (also a sound I love) so why shouldn't I try my hand at something now? My parents were always too poor for me to ever go. Alix was babysitting her way into the piano lessons and the violin lessons were a gift to Sam for something that I don't remember.
I really wish that I could sing but there is no changing how bad my voice is without well me dying and being reincarnated into someone who isn't tone deaf! haha!! If I had a choice I would have a raspy haunting voice... but I can't choose that so I guess I will just stick with trying to learn to play something.

I am a girl who has lost her cocaine

"I just don't wanna... so I am walking away. There is nothing you can do I will not stay no I don't need drama so I am walking away yeah I am a girl with a lot on her plate" I love Sia! She is so damn crazy! Her voice is haunting and her lyrics are amazing I love her. I have been downloading a bunch of her music tonight I am really excited except I left my Ipod and cords in the car. OH well I live in a safe neighborhood so I am not going to worry about it. I would put some of it on the Iphone but again the cords are in the car.

I had to get a new cord for my stupid computer! UGG!! I am so irritated. I ordered one online it has yet to arrive so I also had to go to best buy and get one. One good thing about that I don't have to lie, the stupid thing does not charge the battery, it will only work if it is plugged into the outlet. So that is a relief when the new one comes in the mail I can take the one I am using now back with a clear conscience...

Oh yeah and I found a Halloween costume! Hooray!! I have no where to go in it but I do have one and it was half off! so exciting

Money money money must be funny in a rich mans world

I am so tired of money!! Trying to figure out how I am going to make it and how poorly I manage it I am so TIRED!! I hate thinking about it I could scream it is so irritating. I am sitting here blogging about how frustrated I am because I am freaking out on what I am going to do before the 1st to make sure that my carefully constructed house of cards doesn't come tumbling down.

It is so annoying!! I can hardly breathe it is such a weight on my shoulders.

Oh well, it seems like I am always making something work and that is just what I will do, I will make something work. It will be quite the juggling act but I will make it work. I have to I just have to. I have a few difficult phone calls to make and then I will be on my way back to SLC so I can go to the several job interviews that I have set up for the next few days. I am really excited about them too, it seems like they could be really promising. It is nice to be excited again to feel some positive stress not just scary overwhelming stress. But now I need to get on the phone, not my phone either of my phones because they are dead, and I didn't bring the chargers so I will call from the house phone and I also need to shut down the computer given that my stupid charger blew up! UGG!! oh well... I am going to stick with excitement

Halloween

I still haven't even thought of what I am going to be for Halloween! It is probably my very favorite holiday and I have no idea what to dress up as. This shouldn't be terribly upsetting given that I don't really have anywhere to go on Halloween but it still is kind of.
Jennifer and Steve are having a party at there house I think I am going to go to that but I don't know as what and costumes are required for entry. There is also some fab prize for the winner of the best costume contest. I do like to win!
I really don't know what to go as... the devil get up is getting old, I could go goth, but I don't know that I will. I am sure that I will think of something I have a few days before I have to start scrambling. I suppose I could go as a pirate, that is really popular this year. I know that the Z family well at least MZ and BZ are going Arrghhh! I don't know what to do, I am so lame this year. I usually am so pumped and can't think of anything else but this year is blah... LAME LAME LAME!!! Oh well I better get back to what I was doing. Hope all of you have a costume idea.

Spoooky!!!

I am going to a haunted house!! I didn't get to go last year because I don't know why I didn't get to but I am going this year! Oh wait I was just reminded that I did get to go to a DARE haunted house in Idaho last year but it was lame so it was easily forgotten.

I am so excited, we have already purchased our tickets and I can't hardly wait! It will be so much fun. Sam hasn't been to a good haunted house ever. Honestly I don't know if she can take it but we are going to give it a whirl. Last time I went to a good haunted house (like 2 years ago) I was behind the cutest boy and his family and I kept intentionally getting closer to him. That is because I was completely wasted and I was worried I couldn't hold myself up but that is beside the point. He was super cute and his mom told him to get my number but he was embarrassed and once he realized how drunk I was I don't think he was interested. Oh well... that wasn't the point of this blog. The point was I AM GOING TO A HAUNTED HOUSE BITCHES!!!

I am also going sober so it won't be as fun as it has been in the past but either way I am a screamer I don't know that Sam will enjoy that I am "that girl" the characters chase to make the house seem scarier than it is.

I try to let everyone around me know that I am "that girl" so they can choose another place in line or follow behind a little closer to know when something creepy is coming up.

My stomach is turning in anticipation, or the fact that I have eaten like non-stop today... but I do have some yummy potato's waiting for me! ha ha!!!