I got a SCOOTER!!

Hooray Hooray for me I got a scoot!! Its a 2008 Lance Venice. Lance-y Pants! I love it!! I am a little sore this morning from driving it so much I ended up taking it to Olyea's and back which is freaking Sandy!
I love love love it though! It is one of the best things I have ever done! She is Pink and I also have a pink Helmet! I love it so much! I can't even describe how cool this thing is!
I am going to have to drive it to and from work in the daylight I wasn't too sure about 6am with the new vehicle with it only being my second day of ownership. My computer is being stupid and the pictures won't import but I will work on that and get it done later on today. What sucks is that I have to shut down almost always to make it work. I need to figure out how to download them with wireless my camera has that capability but I don't know how to use it.
Anywhoo... I should get up to the front desk so I can help Brian do the morning stuff

My Cold Black Heart...

So I have decided that my heart is cold and black. I tried to feel feelings and it did nothing for me! Nothing!

I am really upset that I let someone in, it will be okay I know that I will be fine but my feel bads are hurt and I don't know for sure what to do about it. I just need a good nights sleep and maybe a bottle of wine. I doubt the bottle of wine will come into play but the sleep will. I am not going to do anything tonight besides go home... Crap I can't go home there is a meeting at my house tonight... Ugg!

I am going to go to a movie then the Dark Knight probably and then I will go home and go to bed. I am so tired, I am going to be working very early and I am going to have to work this weekend too. Which sucks but it will be okay, we will be able to get rid of the girl that keeps giving rooms away for free. There is no reason ever to give a room away.

I have given too much away in the past few weeks with very little in return I am going to throw all of that emotion into work and not think about it anymore.

I am no longer going to blog on anything but this myspace is the devil.

Hope today starts to look up, there is no where but up from here.

Just because it is Good... Doesn't make it right.

I am struggling this morning with some recent choices I made, I don't know that I am doing the right thing when it comes to my personal life.
I hope that I am but I don't know I keep jumping into all of these situations while in the moment are full filling in the long run I don't know what I am getting myself into. I have done this in the past and am hoping to stop with the same patterns.
I got a random text message last night from a friend that I haven't spoken to with since probably February. He is just getting back into the real world and looking forward to 2009 when he can finally do what he wants with his life. It was nice to hear from him but also a little much at 2am...
I am looking forward to what the next few weeks will bring but I am also very nervous I might have gotten the ball rolling in the wrong direction personally. I need to decide what I am going to do to and what path to choose. I am not to worried I have had nothing but positive things happen thus far in the last few weeks.
I am moving up in the world and it is hard to look back and I am not going to.
I hope that everyone has a blessed and productive day.

Darcie's Birthday Bash... and the rest of the goings on

So little d's birthday was one of the most fun I have had in ages! I was completely sober! ALL WEEKEND! I did end up having one mojito at the Mayan, but I was so good I only had water at the Tav. Which is so unusual for me but I had a great time!!

Matt, Emily, Tony, Michelle, Dan, and Darcie were all there also Blake Blakerson! It was great to see him he has been out of my life for so long then there he was right next to me. It was a really good time.

I am so surprised that I didn't drink at all I don't usually stay sober especially at the Tav but I did so well.

I also got to spend some time with the new boy in my life. He is super cute, it was really great to spend time with him and get some well needed advise on what I need to be doing with my new job that I started on Saturday.

I had to walk out of Jared on Thursday, I felt as though I had no choice. Some girl called me desperate, I can handle impulsive because I am impulsive but I am not desperate for anything. The district Manager called me the next day and offered me more money but at this point it has nothing to do with money. Has everything to do with not having some bitch who F@cked a guest after selling him an engagement ring in the Shopko parking lot. I have no time for her nasty ass fake teeth bitchy attitude. She is not worth even writing about but it is okay. I will be fine and am fine.

My world is starting to look up I have a new job and a new life that I am working really really hard trying to enjoy. I think that my Gay boyfriend is upset with me but that has to be okay too... I miss him but I think that I crossed too many lines and I don't know that I can take any of it back. At least I have a new person to go drunk bowling with. I am sure that if invited he would go again but I don't know that it will happen. I miss him but it will be okay.

I did get the best new job ever that I was able to start on Saturday it has been fantastic! I LOVE IT!!

I have never been happier and was told today that I sound like I am full of confidence which is very good to hear.

I have a NEW JOB!!!

HOORAY!! I finally have a new job! I am going to be the new-est Marketing and Sales Director at 2 hotels... I can't even describe how excited I am!! I can't wait I start Saturday! NICE!!
I can't wait! It will be so good. I will be able to work both jobs I think and it will be fantastic.
There is light at the end of the tunnel! It is going to be an amazing opportunity for me and for a lot of people that I love. I am truly blessed!
I hope that everyone in my little corner of the world can be as lucky as me!!

AHH!! The Ex-Factor

I am so tired of not so single, single-ish if you will men hitting on me. Married, Gay, newly divorced/separated... I am bugged!
It is getting so old being the single friend but now there is this whole new level of annoyance in this neat little package called the ex-factor!! It is starting to get in the way of my happiness, I hope this is something that I can remedy soon!
I am so excited to go to the Tav tomorrow night it will be alot of fun. Too bad that Olyea can't come she will be at the gateway until 10ish... But I am so excited that she is liking her new job and that she has her car back. That has to be such a relief for her...
I better go get some sleep... It is getting late

Matt & Emily

Another great addition to the married population! Em and Matt made it 8/8/08 was a wonderful day! It started with a little rain but cleared up just in time for one of the most touching ceremonies I have ever attended. I did get to be a small part by pushing play on the Ipod.

She looked amazing in her dress and I am so glad I could only see her. I wouldn't have been able to keep my game face if I could have seen Matt with tears streaming.

I got to sit next to Simon and his beautiful girlfriend Casey, I almost lost it when Simon began to cry but I held it in. Tony and Michelle offered the best ride to the reception with the beautiful corvette.

I had a great time at the reception even though I did have to leave in the middle to bring someone a key. It was disappointing because I missed a lot of the important traditions, the bouquet toss, the garter toss, and eating the cupcakes (which looked fantastic). The food and drinks were amazing some of the best little chicken salad croissants ever. It was a beautiful and memorable event and I am so glad that I got to be a part of it.

The rest of the evening should be forgotten, and for the most part it is. I did end up sleeping on Jeff's couch and having to leave early in the morning to take my dress (which was a disaster in and of itself) to the cleaners but before I could do that I had to wash the chocolate syrup off my car. It was an interesting day and night to say the least but it was amazing and I wouldn't trade it for anything.

Thank you Matt and Emily for letting me be part of your special day! I really enjoyed it and can't wait to see what the future holds for you! I am truly blessed to have you as friends!

Nearest and Dearest...

Some of my closest friends have gotten married. Shannon was the first, it was a very interesting Jewish wedding. That started off with a man saying without knowing that his mic was on "Dave thought this was going to be all Jewish music"

The reception was sureal, lots of wine and good food. And weird old boyfriendish guys... Not boyfriends per say but boyfriend-ish...

One who is in love with the beautiful Em, the other Canadian who wouldn't even look at me. It was interesting to hear the toasts. Sad that credit wasn't given where it was due but I am okay with that.

Who would have thought that a dress-up party would have lead to a beautiful wedding??

I am so happy for her, they have moved to Boston to pursue their new lives. I am so excited for the both of them. I hope that everything works out.

Granny Bowling...

I am the Queen Bee granny bowler, I went bowling again last night. With Michelle and her friend who yes has his own ball and shoes. He didn't have time to get them though being that we went late and only had time for one round.

I didn't even break 100, I damn near didn't break 50! I am a terrible bowler and can't throw the ball as you should. I pop out my booty and swing the ball between my legs then toss... It works I got a strike and a spare. Other than that I missed every pin.

This is the 2nd bowling extravaganza I have had in the past few weeks. The first was with Jeff, Brandee, and Darcie it was a lot of fun. That time I fell, I fell hard right on the lane. It was something out of a movie, they all thought that I did it on purpose which I should have lied and said that I did. OH well... you live and learn.

Today has been a very eventfull day that I am sure is not going to slow down so I need to think less about tossing a bowling ball and more about getting stuff done.

I finally retired the Clown Car Purse...

Yesterday I bought a new purse, I have been on the lookout for a long time now and I did it! I have moved everything over to a new bag!

I wish that I had the Louis Vutton bags that Em and D are sporting but I my Dad has never been to China and I have not found a steal of a deal at Name droppers. I love MY new bag though. It is a Hurley from Zumiez. An odd choice I know but it has all the attributes I wanted in a new bag. Pockets on the front and sides, a zipper pocket inside to keep keys and lip gloss and it is black. SHOCKING I KNOW!!

The Gucci is going to take a hideous I don't know that I will ever get rid of it but it will be on vaca for quite sometime. It has been very good to me for a very long time, and it is shocking how much I could and did fit into it. Em gave the poor thing the title "Clown-car" and it has stuck. I had wedding invites, work schedules, pictures, prescriptions, make-up, checkbooks, my wallet and a myriad of other things neatly tucked away in that bag. It is completely empty now and I am excited for the new one.

I LOVE, LOVE, LOVE IT!!!

Today is Darcie's Birthday!!

Yay!! Today is little d's birthday! I am so excited! I hope that I get to join the gang at the Tavernacle, it was so much fun the night before Em's wedding. I am sure that the birthday celebration will be no exception.

I got a chance to chat with D yesterday it was so nice to catch up with her. It has been too long, she gives such great advise to shed new light on situations I am going through. I am so glad that she and Em have become such good friends. It is nice to see them together, two tiny little pixy people that love fashion, family, friends, their husbands (0ne who is brand new) and their little doggies!

I am so blessed to have these ladies in my life and can't wait to celebrate another year past for Darcie! HOORAY!! I can't wait for the sing-a-long at the Tav!